Have u ever seen something on TV and decided u really wanted it? Thought all the time about that something… Saved up and went after it…got it and then brought it home. Hella happy u take it out the box and look at it. Yay it’s urs… But after flipping it over a couple times and trying to figure it out ur like wth is this? How do u work this darn thing?… Ain’t got a clue. Hmmm… Toss it!… Experiences like that are what keep me celabate out here by choice. All types of women out here. I’m a man. It’s in my inner nature to want to interact with what I’m attracted to. But I had to think though…just because it’s out here, doesn’t mean it’s meant for me. Our personalities clash all the time, regardless of how physically attracted u are to the other person u think u want. People are people… We’re not all u see with ur eyes alone. Many of these women would never accept me or keep me because of my ways… What the heck do I do with some Muslim guy who won’t even touch me or tease??? Marriage?!! What! Ur crazy! Lol. U can’t blame people for being themselves… U can’t. I hope everyone finds what they’re looking for though and I hope I do too. Till then, looks like I’ll be cooking dinner for one again…oh well lol peace

Published by Pack Redfeather

I am a walking contradiction of traditions some say. An African American and Native American Muslim poet with a personal life history as violently turbulent as a Storm. A visionary from the bottom of life’s social barrel striving to share the hope found in the light of faith through sometimes dark but real poetry. I’m a former member of the Bloods street gang, former serial bank robber, and both federal/state prison convict. I live on my mother’s tribal reservation of the Leech Lake band of Ojibwe in Minnesota.

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