Funny Pack fact… when I was married I was driven nuts by a constant questioning of my faithfullnes to her. Women, women, women, girls, girls, girls, ex’s, ex’s, ex’s blah, blah, blah everyday, it was horrible! I’ve been single since last November. Truthfully told, that although yes, I’ve attempted to try to at least open up a respectful dialogue with various women testing the waters of my newly found bachelorhood, I’ve kept my honor by not just bowing to the call of the wild like I did in my youth and shaming myself with whoever said yes on a whim. This woman I clearly see now did not know me at all. Seven yrs… all the time with her I never touched another women. I’ve sworn an oath not many would agree with or understand… never again in life outside of marriage would I give myself over to a women having her way with me. No gracias… I’d rather be depressed and alone then forever frustrated dealing with a heart some other guy broke and made paranoid by selling her promises he never intended to keep… Peace

Published by Pack Redfeather

I am a walking contradiction of traditions some say. An African American and Native American Muslim poet with a personal life history as violently turbulent as a Storm. A visionary from the bottom of life’s social barrel striving to share the hope found in the light of faith through sometimes dark but real poetry. I’m a former member of the Bloods street gang, former serial bank robber, and both federal/state prison convict. I live on my mother’s tribal reservation of the Leech Lake band of Ojibwe in Minnesota.

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